A Journey

This blog is about a journey...a continuously moving target of a journey about an everyday woman. A sometimes funny, sometimes difficult journey....but a journey nonetheless.

Friday, December 11, 2015

Excuse Me While I Go Die A Little Inside (or Sorry not Sorry)

Words hurt. And sometimes it's the silliest stupidest words, because it isn't the words you just said. It's all the words that you said until now, the breaking point. Where the shell has weak spots and it just can't deflect anymore. Then pain. Then tears. And sadness.
And sorry doesn't help because it seems like a quick easy fix to put that moment away. But it does nothing to acknowledge, understand or learn.
This morning was supposed to be celebratory. To mark 5 pounds lost.
But now this.
Sorry I died a little inside instead.

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