A Journey

This blog is about a journey...a continuously moving target of a journey about an everyday woman. A sometimes funny, sometimes difficult journey....but a journey nonetheless.

Monday, June 2, 2014

It's Time

Oh my gosh!  It has been a really, really, REALLY long time since I've written here.  So much has gone on:  Work and job changes, weight loss and weight gain, surgery and just plain old life.

I decided yesterday that I needed to let go of Facebook for a while, it's just too disruptive and takes up too much of my time. And that's because I have such a nosy personality, I always feel the need to keep checking to see what is changing, who's doing what and overall just letting it suck time away from my family and from me.

So here I am.  And this is where I should be because it's time for me.  It's time for me to focus on getting back to where I was physically before surgery (I had to have cervical spinal surgery in January) because I can't seem to get a grasp on what to do and to flat get the motivation to eat right and do what I know to do.  Part of it is because I am no longer working with my trainer.  Between surgery and him leaving my gym, I feel a bit like a lost soul wandering about the gym.  I worked out a lot on my own as well, but he was always there, watching and keeping an eye to see if I was really working so I had a lot of accountability.

And accountability is definitely what it's time for.  So I'm back here.  And I'm going to be accountable to who knows who or what.....but I'm going to imagine that thousands are waiting with baited breath to read what I do next....haha.

At least tonight I took the initiative and got myself out for a walk....after my first 8 hour day back to work after surgery, that was an effort.  But I did it and it felt good.

It was, and is, time.  For this.  For Me.