Especially self imposed ones. Especially when they're agreed on, and the other party can change their mind where they want, but you can't. You can't force them to think or feel differently, no matter how desperately you want them to. And you so desperately do.
New experiences, change of routine but no change in attitude. It sucks.
But at least on the physical health front I'm making progress. Over 20,000 steps today, including nearly 4 miles on the trail, my favorite exercise. I'm contemplating a boot camp class next week, just have to get out of bed extra early.
Which means earlier to bed.
Which is hard when I lay awake at night hating rules and wishing for a change.
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